Sometimes love just ain't enuf.....

Last few days have been very unsettling for me, many things have happened that threw me off my usual self. I try to focus and get my mind set straight, it's not easy but I am managing. On top of all dat I went for an interview and I really dunno how it went. It was very unexpected, the interview lasted more than an hour, there were two interviewers there and they kept throwing scenario after scenario at me, then they asked if I minded working by myself in a deserted building, and I told them that as long as when I kam out there is no one waiting with a gun to shoot me, and they said well we kenot guarantee dat....I was like "huh"?

On a different note:-
Sometimes I wish I could just go somewhere far far away and hide away, a place where sadness kenot find me. Is there such a place? I know you think I am such a disappointment..........can't seem to do anything right, most of the time no matter how hard I try, somehow I always manage to screw things up.........if this were a Hindustani movie, this wud be the part where I go run bare footed in the mountain singing sad song, then the rain will fall and i will be drenched and of course I will slip off a muddy slope, tumble down "bloong, bloong, bloong" like a thor ewe thang (oil barrel) and eventually knock my head on a rock then blood all kam out..........peepul will sent a search party for me and when they find me too late liao, got pneumonia *batuk batuk batuk*.......but still when i see you I wud crawl out of bed...... fling myself at your feet, beg, and howl..... "O kekanda ku payung intan seribu berlian, maafkan dinda".......oops sori wrong script.
But dis wan not Hindi movie so I just keep quiet and cry myself to sleep.......whatever you decide........as long as you are hapi.